
In my storm of disoriented uncertainty,
I sought purpose in my process.
Noho’ana,
My Manawa in Hawai’i
Translated to transfer meaning into English, this means:
“A way of life, My time in Hawai’i”
An island, blooming with life & teeming with potential.
Section 1: Flora
of the Island
Learning from the Island was Healing
Rediscovering my purpose,
and seeing through the foliage.
This has been a new beginning for me.
I’ve been living each day with newfound confidence,
rediscovering my curious spirit with the aid of
the native Hawaiian culture’s caring touch.
Lessons of the Island
Life flourishes at its own pace on the island, finding its distinctive purpose.
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Roughly translated into English, it can be broken down to mean: ‘Ike, “To see, view, perceive, experience, and understand,” and then loa, “plentiful, abundance, and ‘very much.’”
The core of ‘ike loa is to see things with child-like delight, and the key to achieving this is to continue being open to the wonder of learning - regardless of age.
My Lesson: In essence, to me it’s curiosity & perpetual learning; it’s about the abundance mindset, and this belief that there’s enough resources and knowledge around for everyone to thrive - because there’s always something to be learned that expands our scope of understanding the world.
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Roughly translated into English, it means: ‘Imi, “Search, seek, look, and even hunt,” while Ola means, “Life, health, well-being, and living.”
‘Imi Ola is a value of literally seeking life, but in its highest manifestation - which motivates us to take a journey of betterment and self-improvement to achieve our greatest, most fullest selves.
My Lesson: Every individual is on their own journey, myself included, and we all have different circumstances and purposes that motivate us - whatever that may look like to each person.
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Kokua didn’t break down into different parts, but it does have a rough translation into English that means, “Help, relief, aid, helper, or assistance.”
Kokua can broadly be referred to as genuine kindness and selfless compassion in times of need - specifically, it's about extending loving and sacrificial help to others for their benefit, without expecting anything in return.
Kokua taps into the spirit of kindness and community, as helping each other in times of need works to strengthen both individual and collective relationships. Everyone has a time in their life that they need help, and when people receive aid in these moments of need, then they will be more likely to give it back in the future.
My Lesson: Kokua spoke to me during my sabbatical because I was rarely in the same place for longer than a couple months. This made me feel isolated at times, but when I found the Hawaiian value of Kokua, that’s when I realized that even if someone is only present temporarily, this does not make their impact less significant - they are still part of the community while they are around.
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While I could not find the meaning of “ka lā” in this term, I could find “Hiki ola.” Roughly translated into English, it means: Hiki, “Possibility; can, may, and able to,” and Ola, “Life, health, well-being, and alive - but on a deeper level,” or “Recover, heal, survive, and thrive.”
Ka lā hiki ola is the encapsulation of the idea, “The dawning of a new day.” It means to make the best of each day as they come; letting go of yesterday as best as you presently can, focusing on living each day to its greatest potential.
My Lesson: In order for ka lā hiki ola to truly exist, one must be healed enough to let go of past pains and embrace present potential. If we are too busy mourning yesterday’s sunset, we miss the opportunity to appreciate today’s sunrise - in many ways, ka lā hiki ola overlaps a lot with Ichigo Ichi.
There almost seems to be a layer of optimism and hope interwoven within this value, as well.
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Roughly translated into English, it breaks down to mean: Lau, “Much, or many,” and Lima, “Hands,” literally combining into Laulima, to mean “many hands.”
Unlike the kitchen, where too many cooks can lead to chaos, a vast majority of tasks in life are significantly easier if we can bring people together to collaborate. No single person can make a community possible - it takes everyone coming together.
Plus, having that shared experience of working together helps to build stronger communities because there’s more that ties the community together.
My Lesson: Cooperation and collective action are both significant here; to cooperate and work together as a community, a group of people must come together to collaborate as a collective group. When I was living on the island of Maui, each person's contribution (or lack thereof) has the potential to be felt.
“When I think back to where it all began, I think of my photography - I think of the moments and sights that felt so special that I simply wanted to capture it forever, so that I can release it and keep a part of its image with me forever.”
— Reconnecting with my Creative Voice, nature was an outlet of inspiration and connecting with the natural world around me.
Section 2:
Glimmers of Inspiration
Rediscovering
My Motivation
Identity
Fulfillment
Purpose
Inspiration
“Taking pictures is savoring life intensely, every hundredth of a second.”
— Marc Riboud
“Spending my time on the island healing, I managed to reconnect with myself.”
“Taking the time to rest and recover, I gave
myself the chance to finally lean inward.
Appreciation and gratitude became easier and more possible because anger became less pleasant compared to the peace I had learned.”
Section 3:
Geckos Spotted
“Much like how a gecko changes colors,
so too do we change our colors in time.”
“But we don’t lose our shape.”
Section 4:
Turtle Sightings
Alaka’i, a Hawaiian word that means ‘leading by example’, helped me center myself in my values, morals, and ethics.
Only once I can respect and trust myself enough to tread my own path can I truly be sturdy and calm in my journey to find my purpose.
“Ua hilo ‘ia i ke aho a ke aloha.
Braided with the cords of love.
Held in the bond of Affection.”
— Excerpt from ‘Ōlelo No‘eau: Hawaiian Proverbs & Poetical Sayings
Written by Mary Kawena Pukui
Section 5:
Gazing Upon
Past Visits
While looking forward into the future,
it doesn’t hurt to look back at how far we’ve made it.
The Island’s
Early Influence
Hawaiian culture has always had a profound influence on my life, long before I was aware of the effects it had on my attitude and perspective.
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Island time is a current I can comfortably settle into.
Matching the natural flow of life on the island, I deliberately take my time through life.
In my deceleration, I’ve rediscovered the true essence of having my time back.
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Family can be a complicated and sensitive concept.
Coming from a smaller family - one that has been shrinking - family is both given and found.
Community is the essence of every family, and the Hawaiian values of Laulima and Kokua taught me that a community can undoubtedly thrive under authentically loving and positive connections.
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Aloha, when you peel back the layer of commercialization, is a refined concept of unity, kindness, and compassion.
The heart of the Aloha Spirit is a warmth that strives for harmony, as well as its altruistic compassion that recognizes each individual’s contribution to a relationship and community.
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Community is at the core of all human’s needs - as social creatures, we rely on one another for support and belonging.
Caring for and nurturing the community is the only way for it to grow stronger, because together is the only way we can truly operate.
[March 2023]
Title: “Boys by the River of ‘Īao Valley”
[October 2023]
Title: “Plumerias”
[March 2023]
Title: “Branching Roots Exposed”
I await my next return in June 2025 with one of my best friends, to show her the spirit of the island.
Until my next return, my heart will hold closely the memories that I have gathered from the souls of the island. I have had the fortune of crossing paths with many bright individuals, and may our paths cross again soon~ ♥️
In loving memory
Grandma Karen
I wish I’d finished this anthology for “Noho’ana, My Manawa in Hawai’i” sooner, so I could have shown you.
Instead, I will dedicate this collection to your memory - for all the ways you embraced the culture of Maui, lessons and community alike, and made them a cornerstone of our own Ohana on the mainland.
As I’ve become older, I’ve became increasingly aware of how simple you made navigating such a complex world look - you had boiled it down to a discipline of knowing your priorities & values, setting your goals, and then choosing to dedicate yourself to going for your goals. You recognized the complexities of life without letting them become roadblocks; in watching you do so (and in ways that I still have not yet realized), you taught me to be strong in my vulnerabilities.
So thank you, Grandma, for all that you did.
You were truly one of a kind.
<3
The Full Archive
Citations for Cultural Research:
Hawaiian Core Values:
‘Ike Loa:
Source 1: https://naturallyaloha.com/ike-loa-see-much-and-keep-learning/
Source 2: https://www.shelivesaloha.com/blog/2021/hawaiian-word-of-the-week-ike-loa
Defining ‘Ike: https://www.hawaii.edu/news/2024/02/20/hawaiian-word-of-the-week-ike/
‘Imi Ola:
Source 1: https://naturallyaloha.com/imi-ola-seek-life-and-wellbeing/
Source 3: https://www.shelivesaloha.com/blog/2019/hawaiian-word-of-the-week-imi-ola
Defining ‘Imi: https://www.hawaii.edu/news/2023/08/22/hawaiian-word-of-the-week-imi/
Defining Ola: https://www.hawaii.edu/news/2023/07/11/hawaiian-word-of-the-week-ola/
Kokua:
Source 1: https://www.shelivesaloha.com/blog/2019/hawaiian-word-of-the-week-kokua
Source 2: https://www.alohashirtshop.com/blogs/hawaiian-lifestyle/meaning-of-kokua
Ka la hiki ola:
Source 1: https://naturallyaloha.com/ka-la-hiki-ola-how-to-look-forward-with-joy-and-purpose/
Source 2: https://www.shelivesaloha.com/blog/2019/5/13/hawaiian-word-of-the-week-ka-la-hiki-ola
Defining Lā: https://www.hawaii.edu/news/2024/06/18/hawaiian-word-of-the-week-la/
Defining Ola: https://www.hawaii.edu/news/2023/07/11/hawaiian-word-of-the-week-ola/
Laulima:
Source 1: https://naturallyaloha.com/laulima-many-hands-make-light-work/
Source 2: https://www.shelivesaloha.com/blog/2019/hawaiian-word-of-the-week-laulima
Aloha Spirit
Source 1: https://www.hawaii.edu/uhwo/clear/home/lawaloha.html
Source 2: https://hawaiihideaways.com/2014/01/the-aloha-spirit-of-hawaii/
Book of Hawaiian Proverbs:
Introduction, Pg. XVI: “‘Ōlelo No‘eau: Hawaiian Proverbs & Poetical Sayings” By Mary Kawena Pukui